Gosh, so much has happened lately. My life is a gazillion times different. But really just by telling you one story it can give you a general idea of whats been going on in my life.
Last Wednesday i woke up with one thing on my mind... PSALM 27:14. I couldnt get it out of my head. It was 6 AM and i was trying to get ready for school. I hopped in the shower and it was still there.. So i got dressed and pulled out my Bible. I opened it up and found Psalm 27:14... it read this-- "Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD!"
I want to start with just pointing out what a mighty and powerful verse this is. Wait for the LORD! WAIT FOR THE LORD! Be STRONG. Strong. AND LET YOUR HEART TAKE COURAGE! Let your heart take COURAGE. Be strong and let your heart take courage. Such a to the point verse... yet so deep at the same time.
For the past month ive been dealing with alot, and even if i say im okay, i know im not completely healed yet. I know things happen, but i still have some feelings that i just cant let go of. And dealing with those i felt like God just was busy with other people; more important people and things. I thought that just because something wasnt changing JUST THEN, that it meant nothing would happen.. until i read this. Our God is so good with timing. Since ive really worked through my feelings and its helped. I might need a little longer to totally be over what happened. and when i stop missing what my life was like then... but really, my life is just so much better now. Im closer with God, i have better friendships, and a less dramatic life. all good things. Its interesting how things can go from a blessing... to a curse... but then you realize what a blessing it is again. Its just a blessing in a different way. in a good way.
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