Fullness of heart.

I've been waiting for inspiration to spark my soul before writing again.
The fullness in my life has left little room to write deeply and passionately as I so often do here.
For this, I am grateful.
I've seen a dramatic shift in my personality lately.
I'm much more reserved than I was just months ago.
I used to be so bold in my words, especially in person.
Now, I think on a much deeper level before opening my mouth to my heart's words.
In no way is this change affecting me negatively- it's just a new set of skin I haven't grown into yet.
I can feel a dramatic change in my soul.
A more mature version of the emotional self that I will always be- is developing
In place of the old naive girl I was, I am becoming a powerhouse of words with deep meaning.
No extra stuff.
I found that I used to talk to hear my voice.
Now, internalizing my words and speaking before I touch people- I have been able to dramatically alter my view on things.
If I was always talking, I never had a chance to grow in situations.
With my ears and heart open to the world- I am learning in ways I didn't know were possible.
I feel that same sensitivity.
That same raw emotion...
Just older.
More substance, less child.
It's a good change.